Miscarriage

Hi dearie,


I just got back from Tropicana Med Ctre..So the baby decided to go..

There is nothing else i can do about it.

Instead of blog hopping for what to eat and what not...what exercise to do..buku merah and all..

now i need to blog hopping about grieving...how to berpantang..how to sempurnakan my little baby and how to cope with loss..

Dear God,thank you for giving me what i really want..snd thank you for letting me feel like im the happiest person on earth for the past 2 days..

the journey is only 8months but the experience you gave me is  long more than i could imagined. i guess yoj must have prep me for something that i did not understand..yet..

i guess..i need time to understand the rainbow that will come after this rain..


Dear hubby,i m really sorry for putting u thru dis..i didnt reveal a lot of info to u cos i dun wantchu to feel the pain that i am feeling now..

Dear baby,mommy letchu go dear...tq for teaching me how to tkcre of myself better when i suspect that im preggie.the motherly instinct never goes wrong..i will do better next time..i love u..n i  am letting u go my sweet little dot..