COUNTING DPO :CYCLE 2 (9NOV2013)

DPO7:Loya .no cramps
DPO 8:CRAMP.kekadang rasa macam nak period..kekadang raaa macam tak..kejap kejap rasa mencucuk-mencucuk..kejap kejap ok..kejap kejap sakit..hopefully berjaya lekat la kali ni aminnnnn
DPO10:Loya,chest pain macam ada angin banyak lam  body...temperature lupa amek sebab kt kampung.
DPO 11: SAME
DPO 12: SAME
DPO13:SUHU DAH DROP FROM 36.7 TO 36.2. period is ondwayyyyy sebab suhu turunn..

KITA TRY LAGI IN CYCLE 3!

CAIYOKKKKKKK!!!

Depression vs Stress

MOst of the people feel sad and miserable few times in their day or life..but how many feel stress almost all of the time and stop enjoying the things that u used to like?


this is the part where the stress have escalated to become a depression.

i have to admit.

i am having a depression at the moment.

it was so worrying up to the stage that i keep on feel hungry..and of course EATING double than the amount that i used to eat..

I started having insomnia ..i can only sleep after 12 or 1 then wake up in the middle of the night ...blinking in the dark trying to get back to sleep ..

Usually if i feel stress..i tend to talk to someone about it and ask for their opinion.. i started not doing it anymore and just keep the emotion to myself..i dont go talk to my friends about it..

Usually  i talked about everything to my husband....if i feel sad...or feel down..or feel bad..i definitely will let him noe.

i have no idea why i stop doing that now..

And all of this have making me lose my grip..

Hopefully by pretending to be ok...i will feel ok..

Hopefully..

apala nasib badan

Apala nasib badan,
Bila cukup setahun kawin badan bagai di pam pam,
Lepastu rasa macam tak disayang,
Rasa dah tak cantik,
Rasa rendah diri,
Bukan tak diet..dah try,
Tapi lepas gugur haritu susah sangat berat nak turun,
Bila tengah diet period belum datang,
Disebabkan takut ada baby dalam perut,diet pon terbatal,
Bila kompem takde baby dalam perut,
Hasben pulak balik..tak sempat nak kurus..
Bila hasben balik..dia kurus tak lalu makan..
Bila dia balik..mestila banyak benda nak dimakan nya,
Siapa lagi nak teman makan kalau bukan isteri montel ni,
Kesudahannya makin naik pipi lengan perut semua ni..

Bukan tak sedar badan makin menggemuk,
Bila baju semua dah tak muat,
Bila pakai apa pun semua rasa sendat,
Bila client client tegur eh awak pregnant ke..?
Bila kawan kawan terkejut bila berjumpa,
Padahal baru 2 minggu tak bersua muka..


Alahai,
Apala nasib badan..
Hasben pun tak mesra lepas balik,
Dengan demam lagi,
Masing masing buat kerja sendiri..


Sungguh tak happy.