Delayed Entry:Pengalaman Bersalin Baby Amanda PART 2

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Di DEMC..hubby bawak i ke bahagian A&E terus walaupun i sebenarnya xsakit sangat..nyut nyut gitu aje..

Kalaula i tau opening dah 1cm waktu tu ahahahahah..

Lepas dia drop..dia pegi park kereta kat bawah..

Attendan pon datang dan bawak i naik labour room guna wheelchair.in the meantime..attendant kat bawah dah tanya i under Dr mana..So lepas mention Dr Jumeah..i assume they gonna call her lah.

True enough sampai je labour room kat tingkat 6,ada Dr Jumeah and Dr Zamri tengah sembang2..

I ditolak masuk bilik 1 kalau xsilap..pastu kena pasang seatbelt ctg tu utk tgok contraction seme .husband pon datang..pastu ctg i still mendatar beb..

Mcm xde tanda2 nak bersalin ponnn..false alarm lagi laaaaa aisehmen.

Tapi kalini i dah cakap kt hasben..i xnak diadmit skali lg..sian habis duit lg kang kalo false alarm..

Hui kalola time tu kami dua sedar Amansa akan lahir malam tu..mesti dah tgh prepare mental dan fizikal!

Dlm around sejam dua ctg still xnaik canak canak so i disuruh pakai baju dan disorong hasben turun ke level 1,.klinik Dr Jumeah.

I tunjuk my mukus plug kt doktor..we discussed few simple things lepastu Dr suh naik atas katil nak cek condition bb..

Alhamdulillah air ketuban banyak lagi..Amanda pon very de aktip..kodek sana kodek sini alahai anak momi..

Dr cakap ..lambat lagi u nak bersalin ni..u sure ke xde leaking?

I cakap xsure..tapi mmg few days since lastweek basaaah je pantyliner tuuu .

Lepas dh siap ultrasound Dr suruh i bangun untuk bukak pentis..nak buat VE ..

So dalam keadaan berbaring tu..ada nurse tolong i bangun..

TETIBA I DENGAR BUNYI POP!

terjerit "ADUH"!

pastu Dr tanya" apesal sakit ke"?

I jawab "Baby kick kot Dr"

Kahkahkah bila ingat balik jawapan i..memang kelakar plak.

I pon baring semula..

Elok je baring...terasa air panas mengalir lajuuuuuu je keluar dari Miss V..

I panik sambil inform Dr..

Dr xjadi buat VE.."hah dah pecah ketuban ni..confirm lah awak nak bersalin ni..naik labor room balik ye"

Hubby kt belakang tirai terkesima.

"Hah nak bersalin dah ke Dr?"
"Haah".

I pandang hubby.hubby pandang i.


BERSAMBUNG LAGIIII..

Nursery

Direct feeding vs bottle feeding

Sometimes we assume that we already 100% prepared for anything that gonna happen once the baby is born.

Never did i forecast that i wont be able to nurse my baby and have to rely on breastpump and bottles.

Amanda is doing great with the EBM..its just me..

The question is :
1-how long amanda will keep refusing to df?
2-what can be done during the confinement period(Mom is being very very not helpful when i tried to push amanda to nurse from me.She even bought another teat so that Amanda can nurse from a smaller bottle instead of the MAM bottle that i currently use.She doesnt realize that introducing another teat will only make Amanda getting more confused)
3-If everything doesnt work out..will i commit to pump my milk everyday..bottlefeed amanda until she is 2years old..will i be happy to bring the pump,the warmer,the bottles everywhere we go and envied alll of my frens who just bought their breast with them?

I am almost out of effort but i am more than willing to force amanda to accept my breast.But will amanda cooperate?

:(

Delayed Entry:Pengalaman Bersalin Baby Amanda

2/9/2014

Subhanallah..Rasanya tak boleh lupakan hari ni sampai bila bila.

Tapi as time goes by,our memories tend to preserve just the important stuffs and tends to forget all tiny little details that supposed to make the story more sweeter..

Jadi sebelom otak ai start doing it..ai nak bercerita la pengalaman melahirkan Amanda..

630am

Bangun.mandi.pergi kerja sebab ada meeting.Maklomlah Tuesday.Nervous jugak sebab hari Khamis nanti ada exam 3P.Tapi 1 habuk pun belum baca.Mana xnya..mak abah datang bercuti sempena 31 Ogos..dan i was admitted due to my water leaking situation.Dalam hati ni ai always knew yang Amanda akan dilahirkan awal.Sempat.lagi ai berdoa.."Amanda kua awal ok..nanti momi xpayah la buat bussiness planning".LOL.

Sampai je office..meeting..discuss few things dengan boss and colleagues lepas tu i start rasa few mild contraction.As i always had it before...i tot its the braxton hicks.

But it keep getting stronger and infrequent so then i decided to went home and rest.As usual.Tapi boleh pulak Dr Ranjit telefon nak masukkan order.So i.pergi visit Dr Ranjit .chit chat sikit lepas tu ambil order dan shoot balik rumah.

Ada rasa braxton hicks lagi.

Sampai rumah masuk toilet.Eh atas pantyliner ada discharge.Dan ada darah sikitttt dengan discharge tu.

Sorry sebab TMI!i ada ambil gambar ok.Siap tunjuk dekat BFF tanya"whatteheck ni??perlukah aku pi DEMC skg??" Bla bla.bla.I decided to not panick sebab buat rugi duit je kau masa.admitted haritu..1malam je dah kena caj sampai 1k.Kesian hubby.

Ajak Qayyum(adik) pergi Klinik Arisah.

Dr Arisah:Apsal.awak datang sini??Pergi DEMC terus.Ini mukus plug ni.

Ai:Ala doktor..saya xnak.panik.Banyak orang cakap lepas.seminggu mukus plug keluar baru bb keluar.Saya nak cek air ketuban ok lagi x.

Dr Arisah (Lepas scan):Air ketuban ok tapi saya cadangkan awak pergi DEMC

So ai started call hubby and ajak.dia teman ke DEMC.

I still ingat ayat Whatsapp hubby yang buat i rasa cam nak hempuk je dia"Nak abang balik ke?"

Hemph.

I replied."Tak yah balik.esok nowen bawak balik baby ke rumah"

Kalaulah masa boleh diputar..i akan rakam i cakap camtu kat hubby untuk buktikan betapa masin mulut i. LOL.

Hubby balik


Bersiap bawak beg semua.

Off.to DEMC.

BERSAMBUNG.

Baby AA dah balik rumah

Hi guys..

Hrni baby AA dh balik rumah..

So unfortunate masa admitted her jaundice was at 14.8 ..roughly around 14.8 x 17: 251.6

Then esoknya cek ..jaundice turun ke 12.7..doktor advice tahan lg kt nursery..

Masuk second day i have made up my mind even sebelum tau result phototherapy lagi which is to bring her home and berubat cara kampung+ulaNg ulang bawak ke klinik kesihatan utk dipantau..

Then masa dtg nk ambil baby..rate dia doktor beritahu 11.2..

Rendah je kadar penurunan dia walaupun dah phototherapy..

Hospital bills pun dah meningkat..and true enough i instruct them to discharge her..

Balik rumah terus buat bf every 1@2 plus minus..

And mak buat mandian air keranda cina(betolkah ejaan keranda entah ler).

Beli ubat kat kedai tabib cina.

Esok mak nak buat apa plak xtau la.

Hubby plak buat terapi alquran kt baby aa..

All of us hoping she gona get better ..

Be strong little one!

Momy dedi love u so much!

Baby AA admitted Day 2-6days old

Subhanallah..

Its very true when people been telling us that they appreciate their mother the most once they themselves becomes a mother..

I always values and treasures my mom's sixthsense..primal instinct..mother's daughter connection..loves and special affection that only she knows for each and every one of her kids.

Now..as i am a mother myself..it become much clearer how much loves she must have and how big her heart is towards me and my siblings.

It is beyond compare..

None can be sum up to equal to even a partial of loves she have to us..

It happens to me now..

My loves towards my special baby AA have grown and grown and grown even when she is not yet born.

Once she is already here..the explosion of it is just .. Supernova..

I am soo fondly in love with my own daughter now..


Lastnite i continue to cry myself to sleep while hugging one of her  many pillows and sniffing the sweet smell of her on it..

Hubby was doing the same thing..

He might not cry but i knew..he is trying to be tough for both of us..

I knew he ia crying when nobody sees him..

Dear hubby,thank you for always been there and comfort me thru this pain..

Hopefully baby AA can be discharged today..

I am currently in KMC..visiting my baby..and got the chance to hold her n kiss her just now..

The pain is still unbearable but i manage to sniff few tears and nasal drops away.

I have to be tough coz seeing my baby getting well is an encouragement for me to also be tough as her ..

Be strong sayang!

U gonna be ok!mommy know u can do it!!

36 weeks and dah bersalin

Hai kawan kawan...sorry ye susah nak apdet sikit..

But just to let u guys know..ayeen dah selamat melahirkan baby girl baby AA secara normal delivery pada 2/9/2014 yang lalu..

Baby kua awal..4weeks from expected due date..

Nanti kalau sempat ayeen blog about it ye.

Harini hati ai mcm disayat sayat.baby y dkandung 36weeks ++ dalam perot..always together tmgether dengan momi..xpernah berenggang..

Kena admit sebab jaundice..and i cant b with her..;(

Baby..momi mtk maaf ye..momi nangis non stop since i left u at the nursery KMC td for phototherapy..

Balik je cium bantal awak syg..momi n dedi rindu awak sgt sgt.

Cepat sembuh ye syg

Esok momi dtg amek awak..see if u can be discharge ye syg..amin..

Separuh jiwaku pergi*