Michelle Soo Arys Pump Nak sewa atau beli pon boleh ;)

Harga:rm80 (sekali pos)

Kalau nak sewa ..almaklumlahh majlis kahwin sekali je..kasut heel memang xnak pakai lama lama kann..,boleh sewa kasut ni rm40 sekali sewa..

Nanti pulangkanla yee..
Cod:KL area atau Damansara/Sg Buuloh/PJ
SIZE:37
WARNA: MILKY PINK
TUMIT:4 INCI


Tak pernah pakai diluar rumah.

Memang brand new lah

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Malas nak bangun

Malasnyaaaaaa nak bangun!!!!


And look at that sun rays!!

Kacaulaaa.sampai tembus my curtain!


Must-go-buy-another-curtain!!!


Shopping day is today!

Co hubby hensem balik in few days..Kena cantik jelita,fashion up to date dan kurys murus.

Ops.Kurus tu xmungkin.

Alamak.

Kena extr cantik la.baru dapat mengaburi kegemukness.

Happy weekend  yall!!!

My First BBT chart-Long follicular phase

Hi guys..i am still waiting for my next AF..This shou be the 2nd flow after misscarriage.But its not yet herr!It has been 35days since my last!

it seems longer than usual this time. dejavu dejavu but since i keep track of my BBT amd charted it...it feels a bit comforming and also a relieve to see the reason..


i have a very late ovulation this month.


Oh well..Dear Hubby is not here to fertilized the egg but we shall not get too sad about it..We still have plenty of times!

There were a few symptoms that are confusing though..

I thought that i was ovulating on 14 - 15 /10
On 20/10 : Pink spotting that on and off and stop on 23/10<----- i WAS HOPING THISBIS IMPLANTATION BLEEDING!

But then on  29th/10: i have brown spotting and on and off it cames and go everyday  until  last 2/11..

It was during this time ibsaw my graph showed my rprogesterone level is high..


Now i started to feels cramps like im about to have AF..we shall see in few days..Lets hope the graph keep  heading down so i can be a normal person who are trying to conceive again...:(

So dis is the explanation and recommendation that i get from Fertility Friend  apps:

I lost both my potential jewels of my life..but i m not giving up!

Yes.

1 conceived early Aug and another 1 conceived few days before i misscarriage..

7 weeks and 4 weeks.

1 maybe chromosomal problem (Allah know best why) and another 1 was chemical pregnancy thus explaining my non depleted hormones.

Dun give up hopes.

Keep praying.

Coz Allah listen. :)


With love,
Future mommy for another future twin :)

HELLO KAWAN LAMA!

Kawan lama ai dah kembali!!!!


Say hello to negative UPT TEST!!

Ya Allah,terima kasih atas hikmah dan dugaan mu ni Ya Allah..


I do better next time..

sekarang ni plan 3 bulan ai adalah untuk healing,makan vitamins dan ready body untuk next pregnancy..

Tajuk blog ni pun 3 months project kan!!!!

Soo excited!

Thank u husband..for being here for me..

Thank you Allah for this gift !:)

Berapa lama HCG hormon berada di dalam badan selepas keguguran?

Ai tahu ramai ladies and mommy to be ( IN sha Allah) out there yang baru lepas keguguran dan menunggu-nunggu period pertama datang.

Ada jugak yang macam ai masih lagi tak putus asa..masih jugak monitoring hormon guna upt kit..dan upt kit masih tunjukkan positif.


Jangan risau.jangan saiko sorang-sorang.

Ai pun saiko jugak .rasa macam masih pregnant dan MASIH BERHARAP pregnant sebab family ada sejarah twin kan..

Tapi takkan selama-lamanya nak diselubungi pertanyaan.

Jadion 1/10/2013, ai pergi buat blood test kat Tropicana dan buat hcg blood test..


Kalau anda hamil, berikut adalah paras hormon hcg didalam badan..

Jadi keputusan ujian darah ai was 71...sooo pelik sebab ai baru lepas keguguran 4 minggu lepas..

Dr Arifah cakap..hormon awak lambat depletes..Bawak bersabar...

Masa ultrasound memang rahim betul betul 0...tetapi ai masih teruk loya dan mengalami breast pain yang teramat sangat..

Dr cakap "dinding rahim tebal macam nak period ni..tapi awak belum period kan.."

Ai said "belum"

Ai bagitau dia kerisauan ai kalau ai pregnant lagi sekali..so dia cakap nextweek datang buat blood test lagi sekali..

Pada 3/10/2013,ai mengalami cramp yang sangat luar biasa yang tidak tertahankan lagi..

Masa tu tengah temankan Zaf buat CME kat Pantai Ampang..

Ya Allah macam nak pengsan..loya teramat!

Masa pergi toilet tetiba nampak black blood kering dan likat atas pantyliner..

Mubgkinkah ni period???

Alhamdulillah selepas 33 hari keguguran...period ai datang..

Selepas 2 bulan tak period..period ni Astagfirullahalazim amatlah menyakitkan..

Nasib baik suami balik take care ai dan bagi sokongan moral..

Kalau tak..rasa stress ai mungkin berpanjangan..huhuhu.

Hari pertama period 3/10/2013: hitam,sedikit,tak berair..pakai pantyliner,sakit pinggang menyucuk nyucuk,loga,breast pain

Harikedua period 4/10/2013: Brownish,makin berair,pakai panyliner lagi,sakit makin kuat sampai nangis nangis

Hari ketiga period 5/10/2013 : Full speed red blood brown blood,tisu sebesar tapak tangan keluar tak sempat sambut dah jatuh dalam toilet semua menderu deru keluar...cramp dan sakit pinggang amplify tak terhingga hingga sampai kena makan paracetamol 665g setiap 4jam..

Banyaknya dugaan ai..

Takpe Allah..ikhlaskanlah..relakanlah..

Nanti bila preggie lagi sekali atau ai rasa ai preggie..nak jaga baik baik..tak nak dah melalui detik detik 33 hari yang pilu dan menyakitkan ini Ya Allah..

AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN..

POST MISSCARRIAGE

Some people might be saying "its enough to grieve.You should move on!!"

"Ya Allah,bersyukurlah ayeen..atleast hang boleh pregnant..ada orang sampai 7-8tahub kahwin xpernah conceive walau sekali pun!"

Who are u to judge how long im gonna grieve over my misscarriage?

I am the one feeling the pain..Let me move on when i WANT to move on..

Everybody deal with the lost of everything they love differently..i am no exception to that..

I am not a holy!i am not a being without feeling...i am just a lady grieving over her first misscarriage in her life..

my hubby was home for few days last week and we had a great time going on a short vacay..

He was so sweet to me all the time..Like he knew that i need to be happy..Like he knew that deep inside something is not yet normal with myself..

He treated me like a broken glass..careful and delicate..

i am so grateful to have a such wonderful person as my hubby...

He comforted me when i cried reminiscing over that short sweet conversation we had before baby dot bid farewell..

I am now at 4 weeks post misscarriage..

I will be ok only when i conceive again..or when i got my first period post nisscarriage..

 So rite now i am checking my hcg level to see whether it has totally gone...

So it looks like another pregnancy still holding on..atau my hcg just naughty tak nak depletes.

Jadi i need to bersabar lagi..i dont think period will come anytime soon..

Ohhhhh sungguh pancaroba!